if i were to die tomarow

When you gave me this assignment I didn’t think it would help at all. Now after the fact now after doing the three days of writing my mind has changed drastically.  Some night I would lay in bed restless thinking about the things in my life that had not gone the right way, the things that if I had a wish I would change the things that keep me up at night. The first night I started to right about 20 minutes before I went to bed and I got all my though down that I usually lay there for an hour thinking about. It was hard for me to get started but after I started writing it began to flow out of me. After I was done I still laid awake think about things after I was down righting but it was not as bad.  Then the next night I used the same process.  This night with a new topic I wrote with and got in all out. Even this night it was a little hard to get started again but once I got the first few thoughts out there it really just started flowing.  This night I feel asleep ever faster than I did the night before.  Now it was time for the third and final night of this assignment.  I came up with another topic that bothered me at nights and I started to write about it.  This night I had no trouble starting to write it and it just flowed out of me and it was even hard for me just to stop at the time limit.  After I was done I feel asleep faster than I have in a long time because I didn’t have these things going through my head.  This project was very interesting for me.  I have never had the opportunity to do something like this before. I said before into this I was very skeptical of this assignment and if it would work for me or not.  It was hard for me to think of something to write about until I thought about the nagging things I think about every night that keep me from getting to sleep.  Yes I really liked this assignment is very helpful for me to write my thoughts down instead of just thinking though them in my head.  It was very helpful for me, because it let me get everything on paper then after the fact it let me just crumble it up and though it away like I was tossing it out of my mind.  In the way that this help me was much unexpected I thought it might work but not as well as it did.  I chose the topic I did because over all I have had a very successful life and I don’t have a lot of regrets but the things that do keep me up at night are my only problems so I decided to write about those.